Nothingness

So exams are over... Mid years at least. I switched on my slack-mode fully. Haven't done any work since the end of the exams. Oh well. Just hoping that I wouldn't go rusty when it comes to holiday homework. Results? Failed bio (once again). But I think I'm sorta okay with the rest of my subjects. I should just keep trying like that. One fine day, it will pay off and I will be happy. :)

Just had cyberwellness yesterday and today. It was so horrible that in day 2 (today), half the cohort either had food poisoning or came down with flu. If you know what I mean. I almost fell sick, but my mum cured me. So I had to go to school and attend the damn cyberwellness shit. At such points in life, I wish to fall sick. The trainer/instructor was such a bitch. Sorry. I always start off without ill feelings towards anyone. She just got on my nerves. Everyone's nerves. Till they fell sick. She was so authoritative. She enjoyed the control she held over us. Treated us like a bunch of kids. Even before we started BEING like kids and ignoring the whole workshop. It was mental, physical and emotional torture being in there. For the first day, I had to grab the chair to feel like angry. Today, I just tried to make a joke out of the whole thing. I guess this is the way to survive horrible days in your life. :)

Going to China this Sunday. Cohort trip! Hope it'll be fun. Being in the same cohort for the fourth year already, everyone sort-of-can-recognize everyone. It's also like a huge out-of-the-country class outing. Haha. Haven't packed. Ahhhhh lazy. XD

I HATE the weather now. It's so so hot. AND humid. And by going out of country, I wanna go somewhere colder. Somewhere where I can escape this heat. But it's nearing summer now in China!! ARGH.

Okay bye!

Greetings From...

Hello. In KL now. Last day here. Sad... :(

I don't wanna go back to the awful reality that school's reopening. GAH. Got lots of new clothes for the next Chinese New Year. Got some from here in KL and accumulated some over the year. :P This year I got a lot of clothes. My new year resolution is to not get new clothes next year till June. Awesome. Have a feeling I'm gonna have a hard time fulfilling this resolution. Teen years and clothes. Weird. Haiz.

Haha I'm abandoning the Chinese essay I think. Seems like countless people from the level is abandoning the whole Chinese homework. It's a waste of time I think. They make us buy the book, then we hardly use it and to make us finally use it they spam us with this assignment halfway through the holiday. That's just mean.

I had a great Christmas. I think my parents didn't have as great a Christmas as my siblings and I did, cause we were the ones getting new clothes, not them, and they spent their money. :X Haha not that we celebrate Christmas, but still. :)

Gotta go. Hahahaha. Hope to have a great 2012, and I don't believe that the world will end. :)

Long Lost & Found

Guess what? My ABRSM cert has been found! :D HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.

Haha I should be more aware of where I put my certs and stuff. If not all my efforts go to waste. :)

I'm so in the holiday mood. Barely did any work, don't feel like doing any. I have so many books to read over the holiday! Just wanna read them all and ignore school work and stuff. But I can't. Ahh. D:

Yay I cooked lunch the day before yesterday. Pasta. :D

Okay this post is really random. But yeah. I'll come back when I have something to say. :D

Take Me Away~

Squabbling happening... Gotta run. Where?

Chalet tomorrow! It sounds promising, but I heard from my sis that the facilities are kinda crappy... Whatever, it's still an escape from the squabbling. And we've survived through OBS, so we can definitely survive through some nights spent under a solid roof, rather than a flimsy flysheet and a leaky tent.

As I am typing now, the squabbling's getting intense. Quite usual. Usual. This is horrible. I wanna check in early into the chalet.

Cya.

Happy Post?

Hey so a happy post was requested!

Haha I'm too busy having fun and relaxing and enjoying myself now, it seems that I even lack time for that! XD Finally ass week is over! But darn, they had to pack us off to OBS... That cuts me short of a week, it includes packing. XP

Come to think of it, it's on Monday and I haven't started fitting the things into the bag... In other words I haven't packed. Oh man how is this a happy post!

I need to accomplish many things. I need to learnt at least the 4 songs I wanna learn on piano. :) I need to finish the 6 storybooks. :D I need to play. Lol. I need to sleep! Hahahahaha.

Let's try to make the atmosphere more happy. :) I absolutely LOVE the time after ass week. I could sit with my friends and talk all day without a care in the world. :D Oh but 1 bad thing is that I'm kinda broke cause I spent all my money the very day ass week ended. Oops. Hahahaha. I think I'm gonna leave for now. I'll return with a better post, hopefully. :P

What If - A Message to Self

What if you've tried really hard, but it all goes down to waste? What if you've suffered so much to suffer again? What if you've seen it coming but there's nowhere to run?

So stressed. Stupid ass week. Got a darn bad feeling that I'm gonna fail at least bio again. Why does it have to be so hard? It's not like I'm not trying. I am. Even harder than the previous ass week. Why. Why does it have to be this way.

Why ask why? Why blame fate? Why not yourself? Most likely, the real problem lies in yourself. Yeah, maybe the way you're doing it ain't right. Maybe some others are just... Plain smart. GET IT? You have to accept it to move on. It's painful to watch. It's painful to take in. But also, know that there are people out there experiencing the same thing as you. You are not alone. So stop getting on other's nerves when they have enough to deal with. Just do your best, as long as you know it. I know it's really sad to be one of the only ones aware, but know this - it exists in there. Though you might be the only one who knows it, whatever, okay?

Just 3 more weeks (including OBS). Fight on, fight on.

Now go back into reality.

Go on, GO CRAZY.

Hi. So Imma go crazy.

These few days have been tiring... Why? Oh ya, school. Since I dunno what time, I've been on the com designing the dumb IH poster. And by the looks of it, people won't like it. Oh wells. Now the contents can't fit in cause Dikaios is being too hardworking. Waiting for him to send an edited version. By right, I'm getting off the com soon. At this rate, I'm gonna need specs. And NO, I don't want specs.

I'm still tired.

Anyway, have I ever mentioned to you that I LOVE Fridays? Well not the whole day, but my favourite part is when school officially ends. (Friday's in fact the worst school day) THAT'S when the fun starts. :) Yesterday, was Friday. :) As usual, we were all happy when school ended. Torture for the week was finally over. So some of us were staying back in class signing on the autograph section of the photo 'books'. When I went home, I realized that I needa wash my socks (not exactly a very fun part...). So I washed it. When I went out to hang them dry, a wasp FLEW into my sock. Great. I brought the sock back into the bathroom. And filled the sock up with water (ya, obviously the sock can't be fully filled with water; water was leaking out). And the wasp was struggling in it. SORRY! ): As much as I don't wanna kill things, insects are creepy. I don't like them. So I kept filling water but the wasp wouldn't die. I eventually dropped the sock onto the floor, cause I was kinda freaked out. And I started stomping on it. Then I filled it with water again. And I flipped over the sock, hoping that the hopefully dead wasp would just drop out. But it didn't! D: THEN, my mum came to my rescue! :D Within seconds the dead wasp was gone with the water currents. My mum rocks. :D

After dinner, we went to IMM. Popular @ Westmall closed. D: It has no idea how many many people its closure has affected. Finally I got my pens!! :D AND AND I got Taylor Swift's latest album deluxe version!!! :D <3 Haha I know it's kinda late to get it, not very new anymore. But yup I'm happy. I LOVE Fridays. :)

Sigh. Today is Saturday. I like Saturdays too, but unlike Friday nights where there shouldn't be any work or homework involved (own rule XD), I have to do work on Saturdays. Oh well. Back to work. And EYE REST. O.o