What if you've tried really hard, but it all goes down to waste? What if you've suffered so much to suffer again? What if you've seen it coming but there's nowhere to run?
So stressed. Stupid ass week. Got a darn bad feeling that I'm gonna fail at least bio again. Why does it have to be so hard? It's not like I'm not trying. I am. Even harder than the previous ass week. Why. Why does it have to be this way.
Why ask why? Why blame fate? Why not yourself? Most likely, the real problem lies in yourself. Yeah, maybe the way you're doing it ain't right. Maybe some others are just... Plain smart. GET IT? You have to accept it to move on. It's painful to watch. It's painful to take in. But also, know that there are people out there experiencing the same thing as you. You are not alone. So stop getting on other's nerves when they have enough to deal with. Just do your best, as long as you know it. I know it's really sad to be one of the only ones aware, but know this - it exists in there. Though you might be the only one who knows it, whatever, okay?
Just 3 more weeks (including OBS). Fight on, fight on.
Now go back into reality.
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