Scared

PW is proving to be very terrifying.

So, I submitted my idea for PI. It came back with 17 comments over 2 pages. It was too generic, too vague, and from the looks of some comments, it didn't make sense. Now I'm really afraid of what I'm doing and I don't know if I should continue with this idea, change the topic or think of an entirely new idea. :( I should email her (the teacher) and ask her right? But I'm too freaked out to even do that. I was feeling scared before opening the email too. Haven't felt this scared for a while. How? D:

I feel lost and hopeless.

And sad.

Man, it's been a long day
Stuck thinking 'bout it driving on the freeway
Wondering if I really tried everything I could
Not knowing if I should try a little harder

First verse of "Sad" by Maroon 5.

This is a nice song. It's simple and nice. It sorta describes my situation? Well my situation is a smaller scale of it I guess.

Breathed

I wouldn't say that I accomplished a lot during this holiday. It's a week long only after all.

I had guitar practice for 3 of the days. Didn't go for today's cause I'm in Malaysia. :P Hey, it's our holiday, why is the school always taking away the holidays? We have homework too please. :/

Still have Math left... Math is so hard harder than before... I don't know how to survive this year sigh. I hope I can pull through. I must pull through.

PW is scary. Cause I feel lost. Isn't it scary to feel lost and alone? That's exactly how it feels.

Despite having some worries left, I feel like this holiday wasn't SO bad, even though I didn't have much enjoyment... Maybe it's just the fact that I don't have to sit through lessons in school for a whole week. Lessons that I barely understand while everyone else seems to. Lessons that I desperately try not to fall asleep in.

So now our "break" is ending. Take a deep breath.

And go face term 2.