Happy Post?

Hey so a happy post was requested!

Haha I'm too busy having fun and relaxing and enjoying myself now, it seems that I even lack time for that! XD Finally ass week is over! But darn, they had to pack us off to OBS... That cuts me short of a week, it includes packing. XP

Come to think of it, it's on Monday and I haven't started fitting the things into the bag... In other words I haven't packed. Oh man how is this a happy post!

I need to accomplish many things. I need to learnt at least the 4 songs I wanna learn on piano. :) I need to finish the 6 storybooks. :D I need to play. Lol. I need to sleep! Hahahahaha.

Let's try to make the atmosphere more happy. :) I absolutely LOVE the time after ass week. I could sit with my friends and talk all day without a care in the world. :D Oh but 1 bad thing is that I'm kinda broke cause I spent all my money the very day ass week ended. Oops. Hahahaha. I think I'm gonna leave for now. I'll return with a better post, hopefully. :P

What If - A Message to Self

What if you've tried really hard, but it all goes down to waste? What if you've suffered so much to suffer again? What if you've seen it coming but there's nowhere to run?

So stressed. Stupid ass week. Got a darn bad feeling that I'm gonna fail at least bio again. Why does it have to be so hard? It's not like I'm not trying. I am. Even harder than the previous ass week. Why. Why does it have to be this way.

Why ask why? Why blame fate? Why not yourself? Most likely, the real problem lies in yourself. Yeah, maybe the way you're doing it ain't right. Maybe some others are just... Plain smart. GET IT? You have to accept it to move on. It's painful to watch. It's painful to take in. But also, know that there are people out there experiencing the same thing as you. You are not alone. So stop getting on other's nerves when they have enough to deal with. Just do your best, as long as you know it. I know it's really sad to be one of the only ones aware, but know this - it exists in there. Though you might be the only one who knows it, whatever, okay?

Just 3 more weeks (including OBS). Fight on, fight on.

Now go back into reality.

Go on, GO CRAZY.

Hi. So Imma go crazy.

These few days have been tiring... Why? Oh ya, school. Since I dunno what time, I've been on the com designing the dumb IH poster. And by the looks of it, people won't like it. Oh wells. Now the contents can't fit in cause Dikaios is being too hardworking. Waiting for him to send an edited version. By right, I'm getting off the com soon. At this rate, I'm gonna need specs. And NO, I don't want specs.

I'm still tired.

Anyway, have I ever mentioned to you that I LOVE Fridays? Well not the whole day, but my favourite part is when school officially ends. (Friday's in fact the worst school day) THAT'S when the fun starts. :) Yesterday, was Friday. :) As usual, we were all happy when school ended. Torture for the week was finally over. So some of us were staying back in class signing on the autograph section of the photo 'books'. When I went home, I realized that I needa wash my socks (not exactly a very fun part...). So I washed it. When I went out to hang them dry, a wasp FLEW into my sock. Great. I brought the sock back into the bathroom. And filled the sock up with water (ya, obviously the sock can't be fully filled with water; water was leaking out). And the wasp was struggling in it. SORRY! ): As much as I don't wanna kill things, insects are creepy. I don't like them. So I kept filling water but the wasp wouldn't die. I eventually dropped the sock onto the floor, cause I was kinda freaked out. And I started stomping on it. Then I filled it with water again. And I flipped over the sock, hoping that the hopefully dead wasp would just drop out. But it didn't! D: THEN, my mum came to my rescue! :D Within seconds the dead wasp was gone with the water currents. My mum rocks. :D

After dinner, we went to IMM. Popular @ Westmall closed. D: It has no idea how many many people its closure has affected. Finally I got my pens!! :D AND AND I got Taylor Swift's latest album deluxe version!!! :D <3 Haha I know it's kinda late to get it, not very new anymore. But yup I'm happy. I LOVE Fridays. :)

Sigh. Today is Saturday. I like Saturdays too, but unlike Friday nights where there shouldn't be any work or homework involved (own rule XD), I have to do work on Saturdays. Oh well. Back to work. And EYE REST. O.o

Just Hold On

Now, what I'm waiting for is the time when ass week and the dreaded OBS are all OVER!! So, tomorrow, school starts. It's 2:30am and I'm online doing nothing relevant to school. Epic? Much. Let's just say that the good news it that I've almost finished all my work, including the searching of meanings of 100 Chinese words/phrases that I don't understand. That's not really brain-work, but it's tedious. Sigh, for Math, I still don't know howta do some questions. Oh well. Getting help for them soon.

What have you been doing for the one week 'holiday'(if that's what you call the week)? Well although I didn't accomplish all that I've planned for this holiday, I can say that there were a couple of events that I didn't really expect to occur and they took up unexpectedly a larger amount of time. WORRY! D: Ass week soon, and I'm not really prepared. Didn't really start on anything. So they say, just endure these couple of weeks and it'll be over (for the year). And man I find it tough. ): Wonder how I'll survive SH1 and SH2. This sucks. And it's sorta my problem!! AHH no one else to blame. DX Kays going off le. Bye! :)

Hanging On

Wow boarding term ended today. So... Fast. Everything just flew by, I wonder if we can remember everything. The exact details will definitely be forgotten someday, but the memory will still exist in our memories. So for this boarding term we had night cycling, tchoukball and formal dinner. Yeah these were the highlights that I preferred and enjoyed in boarding. :) Night cycling was so fun and tchoukball just made our class so bonded, I love 307. Formal dinner was... Normal. Yeah. I just enjoyed looking at friends dress up and stuff.

Now I just needa survive the rest of this week and next Wednesday. :) Can't wait for the holidays, so I get a break from waking up so early in the morning at least, and KBOX with the OOMPHLETS!! :D

Teehee next Thursday is Teachers' Day celebrations, meaning there's no lessons! I'm so happy cause I'm going back to my primary school to meet my primary school friends whom I haven't interacted with for quite a long time. :) (Sorry teachers, not too excited about celebrating how you people tortured us :P)

Soon, we'll cross the border that separates us from term 4... :O Horrible horrible term 4, wonder how we'll survive. The first 5 weeks will be the main torture (oh gosh just realized I don't have much time left till ass week), then it will be other 'enrichment' stuff. Omg, OBS. Kinda scared about it, but oh well must pass it. Argh I will study and do my best, because I don't wanna go back to school during the year end holidays for stuff like consolidation and tuition and whatnot, like what I got myself into now.

POST!

Hmm I haven't been posting for a while... Okay maybe longer than a while but whatever... Life is still unsolved and confusing. But I'm coping! That's good... At least I don't seem depressed all the time anymore. :)

When things are like that in life, it calls for... DISTRACTIONS. Yes distractions. Like, my family got a new camera today! FINALLY! Yay it's nice. :D Will get new phone too, finally, but next month.

Oh yeah... I got my results slip yesterday too. Oh well. The whole level did badly. Real bad. I was still below average though. Never was above. Oh well must mug. D: Never mind it's a distraction!

Will Power?

Hmm... So where's my will power to do my stupid homework? Ahh. I guess it's non-existent. Great, so how do I complete the remaining of my tasks. This just sucks. Why can't they just leave us alone during the holidays? We suffered enough during term. :/ Sigh. Ok. I must plan something. Maybe set a target. Start LA and Chinese by Wednesday? Or by end of this week I have to at least get started. Hey yeah, I do have to, or else I only have the last week to complete the stuff, and I'm kinda busy during the last week. Dang. Why am I so disorganized? D: I wish I had the will power to do all these monotonous stuff. I dunno. Figure out some way to find these kinda things fun? Life... Is bothersome. Now, at least. Just hope that I suddenly go mad and have the feel to complete all my work. Now, I just wanna slack and slack and slack. :)