That Choking Feeling

I feel like there's something stuck in my throat now. It's that kind of feeling when you're dreading something I guess. Or when you regret something you've done.

Now I wonder: What triggered this feeling?

At first, I thought it's the leader in boarding issue. 5 people from our class officially applied, but Ms Lee only interviewed 2 of us because the rest have attire issues or punctuality issues or disciplinary issues. Jie Min and I were interviewed, and it seems like only 1 of us will get through. Ms Lee seems to want us to communicate better... Which is scary. Nvm, at least I can camouflage among the juniors if I get through. And also, why do I get this feeling that I'll get through? I think Jie Min should be the person to pass. :D Cause her grades are much much better than mine and she answered the interview so much better. Haha nvm, cause what is done is done.

That brings something to think about... What is making me feel that lump in my throat and the strange discomfort in my stomach? I think... It's because there's training from 8am - 6pm on Monday Tuesday Wednesday. :/ And I can't deny that I'm dreading this. Cause I'll be kinda left out sometimes and the trainings are really HELL. And I really meant it. Oh man I wanna quit because of this but I don't wanna quit because I like basketball... But seriously does the training have to be like that? Sian. Even if I get this over and done with I still have December holiday to worry about. Omg. Sigh.

Woo! September holidays are here! Argh if it even is a holiday... The homework we have now is twice as much the homework we got for June holidays when the June holidays are longer. Man I wonder what's wrong with my tenses. Nvm. And sigh the weather these few days is freaking hot and I hate perspiring for no apparent reason. Argh I have a headache from all these shitty crap and homework.

Ah well till next time.