Nobody Is Perfect

NOBODY IS PERFECT. By now, most of you should have understood this. Unless you're really to arrogant to accept this fact.

I'm indecisive, especially on matters that require a lot of consideration. When I finally decide, I can end up half regreting, half not. A true friend, no matter what wrong decision I make, will try to say good things. Like maybe, "Nvm, there's still another time", "It's ok, everything's over already". But you, yes YOU, always have to mention things that in your opinion I should've done, but I didn't do.

After what is done, you'd just keep saying, "You should've...". You should've, you should've, you should've, you should've, I should've... Don't you know that the more you say, the more people feel bad? Maybe that's your intention. But when I lose temper or feel really sad and you realise it, you'd just act ALL INNOCENT, like you really dunno anything, which I doubt because I know you do know. So this act of innocence just lets uninvolved people (whether there're spectators or not) think that you're just trying to offer help and advising is good for the advised etc, and the advised is throwing a temper, kicking up a fuss, out of a small matter, while you are actually doing something that you're not at all benefiting from just for me.

Yes, I admit, advising will do me good, so that I won't repeat and regret. But you don't add oil to the fire. All you know is pointing out. Have you ever wondered why people get pissed at you? Hmm? They're short-tempered, they have mood swings; they, they, they. Have you ever thought you, you, you? Have you ever thought that you are actually the fault? I know, normally things happen, both sides are to blame. I can accept that. But I doubt you do. Even if you do, you'd still think that the other side is more to blame. Again, the mood swings, temper problem etc. I mean, I know I'm really short-tempered. But you're always only looking this.

In front of normal friends or people around you, you are such a nice person, all the good points. Everyone can see. Inside... It sucks to see that other people think you're the nice and wonderful outshell, and dunno the real innershell. Dunno what I see. What only some of us see.

Everybody has good in their hearts. Even the most evil evil villian. You are good. Sometimes. And those sometimes, I forgot all the previous paragraphs about you. When it dawned upon me, I will wonder like crazy. It's like 2 different worlds. Combined in 1. Maybe you're just arrogant. And that arrogant part, can't be seen by the naked eye. But it just got the better of you.