Find A Way

Took so long figuring out how to use the new template designer yesterday.. So glad it all worked out! :D Had some troubles with it...

Holidays are finally here. :)

I don't know how to describe it, but it was a short yet long wait. Being busy throughout the semester made the months feel exceptionally short, yet in the midst of all the tedious work, it felt like time was dragging by. This holiday, I want to rest. I want to do all the things that I've always wanted to do when I had work and revision to do. But those work and revision were not enough, apparently. Even if they were, I'd still have to dedicate quite a lot of time for those things. SH1 is not a year to fool around. Sadly. Not that I really wanna fool around, I just want some time off, you know. It's too hectic. In a bad way.

Time is always running short. But now, I'm just glad that I can spend some time at home and not go to school.

Nailed It.

The good news first: We got distinction for SYF! :D Happy that it went okay and SYF is over. :) And JH got distinction too!

The bad news: Well, I tried the nail polish and since no one in my family has that experience, it looks like crap. OH MY. Gotta go get remover tomorrow before going to my junior's house for celebration!!

Change

Hello new phone! :) Just got my new phone yesterday.. Compared to my previous phone, it can support more features and is more advanced. :D

But I will miss my previous phone... :( It has been working quite well.


Hope I'll have fun with my new phone hahaha! :D

Infectious

Yesterday was tormenting as usual. Until Claire came back to NJ. :D She was really high (as she said in her blog) and I think it was really infectious cause it lasted me till I went to sleep at night. But I think it took up my energy though, cause I slept earlier than usual! :P

She gave me a face mask and nail polish as my belated birthday present! Lol I don't know how exactly to use the mask cause the instructions are in korean... The GREEN nail polishes are so nice! :D I love both greens haha. Shall paint my toes lol cause school doesn't allow coloured nails.

The happiness that infected me even lasted me through CCA... Which is great. Cause I need it. :)

Scared

PW is proving to be very terrifying.

So, I submitted my idea for PI. It came back with 17 comments over 2 pages. It was too generic, too vague, and from the looks of some comments, it didn't make sense. Now I'm really afraid of what I'm doing and I don't know if I should continue with this idea, change the topic or think of an entirely new idea. :( I should email her (the teacher) and ask her right? But I'm too freaked out to even do that. I was feeling scared before opening the email too. Haven't felt this scared for a while. How? D:

I feel lost and hopeless.

And sad.

Man, it's been a long day
Stuck thinking 'bout it driving on the freeway
Wondering if I really tried everything I could
Not knowing if I should try a little harder

First verse of "Sad" by Maroon 5.

This is a nice song. It's simple and nice. It sorta describes my situation? Well my situation is a smaller scale of it I guess.

Breathed

I wouldn't say that I accomplished a lot during this holiday. It's a week long only after all.

I had guitar practice for 3 of the days. Didn't go for today's cause I'm in Malaysia. :P Hey, it's our holiday, why is the school always taking away the holidays? We have homework too please. :/

Still have Math left... Math is so hard harder than before... I don't know how to survive this year sigh. I hope I can pull through. I must pull through.

PW is scary. Cause I feel lost. Isn't it scary to feel lost and alone? That's exactly how it feels.

Despite having some worries left, I feel like this holiday wasn't SO bad, even though I didn't have much enjoyment... Maybe it's just the fact that I don't have to sit through lessons in school for a whole week. Lessons that I barely understand while everyone else seems to. Lessons that I desperately try not to fall asleep in.

So now our "break" is ending. Take a deep breath.

And go face term 2.

2013

2013.

New year.
New troubles.
New happiness.

New year.
Happy. :)