Just Hold On

Now, what I'm waiting for is the time when ass week and the dreaded OBS are all OVER!! So, tomorrow, school starts. It's 2:30am and I'm online doing nothing relevant to school. Epic? Much. Let's just say that the good news it that I've almost finished all my work, including the searching of meanings of 100 Chinese words/phrases that I don't understand. That's not really brain-work, but it's tedious. Sigh, for Math, I still don't know howta do some questions. Oh well. Getting help for them soon.

What have you been doing for the one week 'holiday'(if that's what you call the week)? Well although I didn't accomplish all that I've planned for this holiday, I can say that there were a couple of events that I didn't really expect to occur and they took up unexpectedly a larger amount of time. WORRY! D: Ass week soon, and I'm not really prepared. Didn't really start on anything. So they say, just endure these couple of weeks and it'll be over (for the year). And man I find it tough. ): Wonder how I'll survive SH1 and SH2. This sucks. And it's sorta my problem!! AHH no one else to blame. DX Kays going off le. Bye! :)

Hanging On

Wow boarding term ended today. So... Fast. Everything just flew by, I wonder if we can remember everything. The exact details will definitely be forgotten someday, but the memory will still exist in our memories. So for this boarding term we had night cycling, tchoukball and formal dinner. Yeah these were the highlights that I preferred and enjoyed in boarding. :) Night cycling was so fun and tchoukball just made our class so bonded, I love 307. Formal dinner was... Normal. Yeah. I just enjoyed looking at friends dress up and stuff.

Now I just needa survive the rest of this week and next Wednesday. :) Can't wait for the holidays, so I get a break from waking up so early in the morning at least, and KBOX with the OOMPHLETS!! :D

Teehee next Thursday is Teachers' Day celebrations, meaning there's no lessons! I'm so happy cause I'm going back to my primary school to meet my primary school friends whom I haven't interacted with for quite a long time. :) (Sorry teachers, not too excited about celebrating how you people tortured us :P)

Soon, we'll cross the border that separates us from term 4... :O Horrible horrible term 4, wonder how we'll survive. The first 5 weeks will be the main torture (oh gosh just realized I don't have much time left till ass week), then it will be other 'enrichment' stuff. Omg, OBS. Kinda scared about it, but oh well must pass it. Argh I will study and do my best, because I don't wanna go back to school during the year end holidays for stuff like consolidation and tuition and whatnot, like what I got myself into now.

POST!

Hmm I haven't been posting for a while... Okay maybe longer than a while but whatever... Life is still unsolved and confusing. But I'm coping! That's good... At least I don't seem depressed all the time anymore. :)

When things are like that in life, it calls for... DISTRACTIONS. Yes distractions. Like, my family got a new camera today! FINALLY! Yay it's nice. :D Will get new phone too, finally, but next month.

Oh yeah... I got my results slip yesterday too. Oh well. The whole level did badly. Real bad. I was still below average though. Never was above. Oh well must mug. D: Never mind it's a distraction!

Will Power?

Hmm... So where's my will power to do my stupid homework? Ahh. I guess it's non-existent. Great, so how do I complete the remaining of my tasks. This just sucks. Why can't they just leave us alone during the holidays? We suffered enough during term. :/ Sigh. Ok. I must plan something. Maybe set a target. Start LA and Chinese by Wednesday? Or by end of this week I have to at least get started. Hey yeah, I do have to, or else I only have the last week to complete the stuff, and I'm kinda busy during the last week. Dang. Why am I so disorganized? D: I wish I had the will power to do all these monotonous stuff. I dunno. Figure out some way to find these kinda things fun? Life... Is bothersome. Now, at least. Just hope that I suddenly go mad and have the feel to complete all my work. Now, I just wanna slack and slack and slack. :)

Slacking...

So here I am slacking. When I'm supposed to do some tedious bio assignment. It's terrible... Well, at least I got most of the research part and the drawing done. But I really don't feel like doing it now. Which is why I'm stuck here posting. XP And slacking. I did badly for this semester, even though I put in quite a lot of effort. Most probably things didn't work out because I did last minute work. So I calculated, and I guess if I want consistent work and do at least ok in my exams, I'll most probably end up with no life, because studying is dead and I have to being studying all my time away, which will result in having no life. SIGH. I really don't feel like doing this bloody thang now. But it would most probably save my bio grade a little, cause my worst result came from bio and it's the worst fail, U. Can't believe I actually spent so much time doing up notes and still nothing gets into my head and I failed so terribly. I think it's my problem. But my brain just can't seem to absorb and piece things together. I don't know why. Lazy? No, I tried. I know I did. I know I wanted to go through this damn assessment week ok, so the week before I was really trying. Now I just don't wanna revisit all those torturous notes, let alone doing up some assignment that requires so much effort. They are just out there to kill us, I know it. Now what? I really really really don't feel like doing it. My solution? Don't do now. If there's something stopping you from doing something, go knock down the obstacle first. If not you'll never get pass it, even if you do, you won't get pass it properly. And in this case if I try doing the stupid assignment now I'll probably fail it anyway. So now, I'm gonna game and slack. Wait till the time comes when I begin to feel kan choing about it cause the deadline is closing up, or when I have the sudden inspiration to do monotonous stuff.

Release

Yeah I feel free and I like it. :) Better bored than never.

Tech run for arts fest later... Hopefully can rush back in time for formal dinner. :D Last week of boarding as leader in boarding again. Woots next term will be boarding with people from my level. :D

This term is coming to an end... What I can say is that it has been rather rocky... Before ass week was terrible. It was stressful and stuff, and so sleepless. But after that, things ARE great. :) I could get used to life now... :D And I better enjoy it. Cause there are still more annoying stuff after the holidays I expect... :(

Gotta plan class outing soon... Or else (or maybe they already started) the class would complain of a useless SE Comm. Hope our idea can come true successfully. :D

Pileload

The past week felt slacky for some reason. I don't know what. But now it feels super tensed. For one, the assessment week (ass week) schedule is out, and we realize that we have tests for subjects that haven't yet existed on our timetables (Music?!) and the ass week is in 1 month's time. Not that I hate music, but it's really scary to have a music test.

I think I might go bonkers if this continues. I don't understand enough of some lessons, like bits and pieces of Math, chunks of Science, the whole bunch of GS. And the amount of work they give over the weekend is just gross. I don't have so much free time during weekends. This weekend, especially. And we've got LA essay. And we've got projects. Oh why am I here anyway.

Cya.