Pileload

The past week felt slacky for some reason. I don't know what. But now it feels super tensed. For one, the assessment week (ass week) schedule is out, and we realize that we have tests for subjects that haven't yet existed on our timetables (Music?!) and the ass week is in 1 month's time. Not that I hate music, but it's really scary to have a music test.

I think I might go bonkers if this continues. I don't understand enough of some lessons, like bits and pieces of Math, chunks of Science, the whole bunch of GS. And the amount of work they give over the weekend is just gross. I don't have so much free time during weekends. This weekend, especially. And we've got LA essay. And we've got projects. Oh why am I here anyway.

Cya.

Zooming Through Time

In a flash term 1's over. Hardly believable, but yeah it is. I'm so glad the term is over, cause there's some 'break'. Though we have a one week holiday, homework assigned to us will probably take us more than 1 week, but we'll get more sleep time and leisure of doing stuff at times we want to.

Put that aside. Rest. That's what we need and also, deserve. Tomorrow is the track meet. :D It's in Yishun Stadium, that means no lessons! :D I'm so glad for this break. THE FRIDAY FEELING ON THURSDAY. It feels good. Alright I needa go sleep cause I still need to go to Yishun tomorrow.

Break FTW! XD

Heats and Songs

Heats for track meet yesterday! I was running for 100m individual. Rachael asked me to... Hahaha I was second last! But at least I got 1 house point for Aqua! :D As for today, I replaced Glenys for 200m individual cause she got injured yesterday. I got second last again! But I dunno why, I'm quite happy with my timing even though that if you calculated it, the time taken for 100m was faster. Aqua gets points again! :D

This is Don't Let Me Go by The Click Five. I changed the lyrics, haha. Actually I only know the tune of the chorus, and I only hear it on the radio once or twice before. So it might sound weird...

I can see your message lying in the inbox

I can hear your whining going on once again

Every day and night I wish, it'll stop happening

I can hear me breathing letting out a sad sigh

You tried so hard to hide your fears

Always run away

Oh, please let me go

Don't make me try so hard when you don't

Oh, please turn away

Please give me some space to breathe

Oh please, please let me go...

I can see the workload piling up on the desk

Tears are bottled up

I'm trying just to make sense

I tried my best to help you for a while now and nothing's good

It sucks when you keep harassing me and not move on

I wish and wish for it to end

But always come again

I'm breakin' down

From all the troubles you have

Aren't you s'posed to be the one depressed

We move on far

But you're stuck there...

Please let me go... Just let me go...

Life

Life. It's a broad topic. Because in life, we do many things, we accomplish many things, we also fail to do certain things. Ever wondered, why are we spending effort to do all these?

Time is not an issue here. With time, we can do things. But why? Why do we have to do things that we don't want to? Yeah maybe it'll benefit us one fine day. But everyone will cease to exist one day.

Today, I saw an accident scene. It made me realize once again that life can be so unpredictable. One moment you are going to the market, one moment you're gone. You'll never know when things might happen, whether good or bad. So after doing all the things you do, after all the effort, they disappear into nothingness right the moment you're no more. I wish these unfortunate things don't happen. Nobody wants it to. But sadly you can't expect anything. Anything at all.

But why can't we just do everything or anything we want? Life isn't long, considered the number of years passed. But when things become unexpected, even if all we do is what we want to, will we still regret that we didn't do enough?

Dozing Off

It the first week of school and I feel like dozing off during whichever lesson after lunch. Oh man, what is going wrong! Maybe I should sleep at 8:00pm?

Walk-in was fabulous. :D Well, I admit that I did a step wrong, but luckily I wasn't in the first row and thus I could see my difference from what others were doing. Haha and I switched back just in time. :) I wish I could do the baby freeze already! Argh my arms are so weak!

The scholars are ok... Just that we're still not used to them, and leave them out most of the times. D: But I try! Well, 1 person can't do everything alone, right? It must be a combined effort. I'm trying really hard to understand every lesson, which brings me back to wonder how I'm supposed to stay awake after lunch...

Some of our classes are banded... LA, Math and HCL. I'm in the normal-normal (or maybe low?) class for LA and Math. But for HCL, I'm in the 'elite' class. Omg, I wish I'm not in this class sometimes. Firstly, and obviously, the China scholars are scarily fast and pro. But the worst is, even the local students are very pro. Jie Min and I were stoning and staring at each other while the people from the class answered the questions. Oh no...

Haha that's it for now. :) Till next time.

Tired But Fun?

So I've been going for orientation walk-in practices. It started out really hard at first, but after painfully learning all the steps, being able to do the steps properly is a pleasure and joy. Waking up early in the morning during holidays is never a thing that I like to do, but I hope it would be all worthwhile.

Gosh I'm feeling hungry now... The OGLs are practising their entrance for JH and SH orientation. Well they're basically just the same thing, just that only students from JH4 or SH1 onwards can be OGL for SH. I really hope lunch will be soon. Hmm or rather, I really hope gastric won't act out.

Blah. Sorry, I don't know what to say. Maybe hunger's devouring me.

Oops I was supposed to post this yesterday, but due some circumstances I couldn't. So, here you are! :D

Life In A Brief Glance

Ah well. Here I am, posting from my phone, cause the com is currently not available. I guess this is what it's like when you have a sibling who has just completed their 'O' or 'A' levels. I wonder how it'd be like for my siblings once I finish the inevitable 'A' levels..

So I heard, this blog's template is screwed. Ahh but with phone, searching for a new blogskin and changing this would be torture. Hope you understand! Well if I get hold of the busy com tonight I might fix the skin.

I went to a guitar shop in Bukit Timah Plaza today with some people from the level and some juniors to get our guitars! My Mum came along to pay. Obviously, I bought the cheapest one. Apparently it works the same as a $500 Yamaha brand one. Mine cost $175. It looks ordinary, but it's my first guitar. :) Haha I'm gonna practice after this post.

I've been sleeping at 1am or 2am at night (or morning), and waking up at 10plus or 11am. That partly explains my recent frequency of sore eye. Another factor is that the bathing soap or shampoo keeps getting into my eyes whenever I shower. Perhaps I need to gear up with goggles when I bathe.

Homework has been terrifying. I hate the dumb graph questions for Math. I had to flip through half of this year's notes to do half the physics paper. So far, I only finished all the Chinese work. And guess what? I haven't bought A Man For All Seasons. I haven't started Chemistry. Isn't this just great? Anyone willing to lend me the book for LA? I'm not going to school until 16th or 17th to buy the uniform. Or I might even buy the uniform from Shaw Centre. Darn. I wish I was really free.. Then when I'm doing all the stuff called 'Distractions', I would feel better too.

And my phone inbox is now overflowing with 2080 messages. I can't send 1 sms out without a complain from my phone.

I JUST WANNA SLEEP AND SHUT OUT THE WORLD!